I don't recognise...

I don't know myself right now... I'm like the person I wanted to become, or that's the way it feels right now.

It was so good to see Katrina again, we had a good time :o) Sore throat tho... Too much kissing.

We did kinda wind eachother up though, she was kissing this guy... So I got one of her best mates and kissed her infront of her. Later on she apologised and that meant alot... Unusal for a girl in my eyes. Sweet.

So I came back saturday morning... Shes gone to Oxford now. Saw my Dad this weekend too, wasn't too good really... Things aren't too good with him and the 'stepmom'.

So now I wud be pretty sad but I think Katrina is playing me along a bit... But I don't care, I'm meeting up with this girl called Kirry tuesday and we're going out for a drink, she seems very cool so far. :o)

So work and driving tommorow... Still rather happy with myself at the moment. Partly because I think I've finally let go... What that means I shall not explain but it's clear to me that I wouldn't wanna see them right now even if I could. And thats very different for me.

Had my first report thingy at work Friday with the departing boss... Went very well, they're very pleased with me... Scaryness, he expects me to go for promotion next year i.e. being a grade higher which will be the RAF equiv to Sergeant... That'd mean supervising. I don't think I'll be staying in the 'department' though... Camp America will be calling me I think. :o)

Really HAVE to see Phil this week, I really miss him... I've had so much on lately and it's not good enough. That guy means loads to me and well yeh.

Hopefully going to see The Starting Line with Wifey Cate on September 16th :P

Hmmmm so all is well at the mo really... :o)

Peace Out.

x o x o x

I'm just so tired, won't you sing me to
sleep, and fly through my dreams so I can hitch a ride with you tonight?"